Speechless...

Last night, I just was blown away in amazement.  Not of nothing new because it is something that happens pretty regularly.  When you pray be prepared to know who God is.  He is wonderfully amazing, humbling and loving.  Just to know He hears you all the time even when you don't think He is, He IS.
      Lets go back two weeks, on a Wednesday, I was searching Christain book stores and regular ones, for a Bible study I could do on my own. Because, I thought in this season of life I was not going to go to a group Bible Study.  Well, none stood out, none said pick me.... So what do I do? Pray, pray for wisdom and guidance for which one I need to do.  Fast foreword to Tuesday, I have a feeling, I need to go to the Bible Study starting the next day.  I of coarse like Gideon like to challenge God, (really, I am it's God why test Him).  So I Wednesday (one week ago).  I tell God, well if I am supposed to go to Bible study this morning.  I need to have completed school with my two youngest by 9:15am so I can shower and get my oldest stuff together.  We finished at 9am.  Okay we are going to bible study.  That evening when I was doing my homework, and praying I asked God again what kind of Bible study do I need to do on my own, what do I need. "You need Jesus".  Is what I felt in my heart.  I knew exactly what He was talking about, I had seen a Bible study by one of my favorite teachers.   Monday this week I bought it.  Last night when I was doing my first night of homework for my group Bible study, then finished with my Jesus, both ended the same.  Asking essentially the same question!  How does He do that! I was well, in tears.  How great is God! How amazing, all knowing, perfect is He.  In the light of Day, He never stops amazing me.